The Hardest Part of Death, Is Leaving You...

1. Your real name: Tiffany
2. What friends call you: tiffypoo.
3. What your boyfriend/girlfriend calls you: I don't have one.
4. What's a name you once wished you'd rather have?: I find myself to the name Raegan, and also Adaline. I'm not sure why.
5. What is/are the ugliest name(s) you can think of?: hilary. eesh.
6. What would you name these if you had them as pets?:
a. turtle: thumper
b. goose: duckie.
c. pirate: diet coke
d. a pretty boy: "muffin" ha.
7. If there was a song about you, what would it be called?: meh. 'something random' would probably be the title, or something similar.
8. What would you name your kids?: I don't want children..ever.
9. What would you name a ship you built?: S.S. Balder :)
10. If you wrote a book, what would it be called?: I don't know, but I'm hoping that's a question I have to answer many times in my life :)

Have you ever...
11. Thrown up in public?: Yes.
12. Eaten or drank anything spoiled?: Uh, I don't think so.
13. Had a rip in your pants you didn't know about?: nope
14. Tripped while checking someone out?: Not while checking anyone else but doing eveything else.
 15. Had to pay for something you broke?: nope
16. Nearly drowned?: yep
17. Passed out?: once..
18. Had a crush on somebody: always
19. Been stuck in the rain?: yes
20. Been attacked by an animal?: nope
21. Caught people having sex?: no
22. Fallen asleep while driving?: nope
23. Felt attracted to someone of the same sex?: no
24. Actually slipped on a banana peel?: yes! lol
25. Made a wish that came true?: Im sure at some point.

Complete The Sentence
26. I once had a dream...that I was being executed in the electric chair, and there were razor blades and MCR.
27. I'm only racist towards...no one.
28. I don't even know why I'm...still online.
29. I'd give anything to have sex with...not a slut, but ....
30. Nothing sucks more than having to... be at home with my rents ALL THE TIME.
31. If I had six bucks i'd buy... some magazines.
32. It's hot. I should take off my... jacket
33. It's always more fun if you... yell random things.
34. You can't eat steak without... horrible ish steak.
35. You better shut up before I... beat you about the head with a spatula.
36. I really like you and everything but...just, no.

What would you do if...
37. A dirty old guy at the airport slaps your ass?: kick him
38. Somebody was about to steal your car?: hit them
39. You wake up with a billion spiders crawling all over you and your bed?: freak out, royally.
40 You farted while giving a persuasive speech in class?: laugh
41. The person you just kissed tells you they have oral herpes?: cry
42. You had three wishes?: that i had money to buy all the cds i wanted, see mcr in concert immediately, and give emily cure tickets.
43. The government allowed you to choose one thing to be made illegal and one thing to be legalized?: illegal: crappy music. legal: *shrug* taking pictures in public places lol
44. Britney Spears was at your front door asking for jumper cables?: shut the door in her face
45. You had a time machine?: go back to sept 22nd, and go with chelsea to st. louis no matter what my mom said.
46. FOX gave you a half hour show to do whatever you wanted?: have emily as my cohost and interview cool artists/actors, etc. while we do random things.

Would you rather....
47. Would you rather find the cure for cancer or the cure for aids?: cancer.
48. Would you rather have the power to fly, or the power to teleport?: teleport!
49. Would you rather have the power to see the future, or the power to record your dreams?: record dreams
50. Would you rather be really skinny, or really fat?: really skinny
51. Would you rather be lost in a forest, or stuck in a box?: lost ina forest
52. Would you rather be in a drama movie, or a comedy?: comedy
53. Would you rather be in a hip hop video or a rock video?: rock
54. Would you rather have your birthday on Christmas Day, or on February 29th?: February 29th-if it's on christmas, people double gift. cheapos!
55. Would you rather live in the sewer, or in Afghanistan?: sewer. ninja turtles own.
56. Would you rather be in a mental institution or in a penitentiary?: mental institution
57. Would you rather snow board or hang glide: snowboard
58. Would you rather be a ninja or a pirate?: ooh...pirate

What's the first thing that comes to your mind when you read the following words?
59. Courage: the cowardly lion
60. Driver: computer..*shrug*
61. Yoga: dharma and greg.
62. Bakery: muffin
63. Roach: scary
64. Mushroom: spaghetti.
65. Sprung: horrible rap song.
66. Exotic: juice.
67. Pythagorean: AHHH MATH MAKE IT STOP!

Miscellaneous
68. What is your definition of love?: Caring for someone so completely that you would do anything to make them stop hurting, and always take care of them. You care about them more than yourself.
69. List 3 words that are clues to identifying a person you are currently interested in: uh.
70. Who or what is your worst enemy?:shrug.
71. Who is the last person you kicked?: ricky.
72. If you had to be a chess piece, which piece would you be?: the queen.
73. Name three people you know whose names begin with the first letter of your last name: Ricky, Robert, RAY! lol
74. What's one romantic thing somebody's done for you?: Absolutely nothing.

What's Your opinion?
75. "Girls are nothing but drama.": whatever.
76. "Only idiots watch The Simpsons.": i love th simpsons and am quite smart.
77. "Kentucky is way better than Cali": absolutely not.
78. "There's nothing wrong with stealing.": LIAR!
79. "Alcohol is the answer to ALL your problems.": WRONG!
80. "You don't need to go to college to be a brain surgeon." WRONG AGAIN!
81. "Music is stupid.":  music=life.
82. "Your car sucks.": currently, yes, it does.

enjoy this survey. my song is done. exciting.

Currently Listening Yes, Virginia... Sing! see related

So, I'm sitting here listening to My Chem. I love them ever-so. I'm listening to their first album, and anxiously awaiting October 24th, so I can buy their third.  Only 80 days now, I think.

I'm also downloading a Dresden Dolls cover of 'Science Fiction/Double Feature' from the RHPS. It's going to be great, or so I hope. They're such an amazing band, so awesomely dramatic. I love both of their albums.

My cat just knocked something off the table and I almost fell out of the seat, he scared me to death.  Eesssh.

Now, I'm actually listening to 'My Alcoholic Friends', since I was talking about the DD, I felt the need to listen to them.

Im talking to Irene, she's rad. Emily's online, too, but she's revising that fic we're writing. It's almost done. Only 2 more scenes to write. Hallelujah! *dances*

Diet Coke=<3.

Oh, I totally set myself on fire earlier. It was storming and the electric went out at my house, so we were putting candles around everywhere so we could see. I was carrying like 5 candles that were lit, and then I leaned over to light a candle because Ricky coudln't get it to light and it caught my shirt on fire. It was kinda funny, actually. Ricky was freaking out but I was like meh. It was one of Josh's wifebeaters, I think, and all I cared about was that it hadn't been one of my MCR shirts, I would have killed. *Growls at the thought*

So, I go back to school wednesday, I'm excited taht I dont have any math classes, but I don't want to grow up. so, tomorrow is my last day of freedom. I plan on downloading MCR on loveline, and then reading Irene's fic while I have the chance, since I won't be able to do it any other time.

I think i'm tired of rambling. I'm going to go. I don't think I have anything else to say, except my house is like a hotel, there are so many people here tonight. I think I'm going to crash soon.

Nighty-o.

<3 Tiffany

Currently Watching What's Eating Gilbert Grape (Special Collector's Edition) By Johnny Depp, Leonardo DiCaprio, Juliette Lewis, Mary Steenburgen, Darlene Cates, Laura Harrington, Mary Kate Schellhardt, Kevin Tighe, John C. Reilly, Crispin Glover, Penelope Branning, Tim Green, Susan Loughran, Robert B. Hedges, Mark Jordan, Cameron Finley, Brady Coleman, Tim Simek, Nicholas Stojanovich, Libby Villari see related

Match in the gas tank, *boom,boom*

So, I'm watching 'What's Eating Gilbert Grape', well not so much watching it as much as listening to it.  Gee Whiz, I love Johnny Depp. He's such an amazing actor. I can't wait to watch 'The Libertine.' And also 'V for Vendetta' though that has absolutely nothing to do with Johnny Depp. Leo does great in this movie, super-duper-uper great, and I usually don't think he's that great of an actor.  I laughed when he died in 'Titanic', (I apologize to anyone who is the last person on the face of the Earth, who might be reading this and hasn't seen that movie..sorry to spoil it for you. And in case you're really out of the look, the Titanic sinks.)

Hmm. I don't have a lot to say, but I thought it was time for me to do some intense rambling on my xanga. I haven't done it in a while. Everytime I set out to do this, I have absolutely nothing to talk about.

And, I'm talking to Emily, too.  I"d forgotten how bloody depressing this movie was, I'm not even really watching it and I feel like I'm going to start sobbing, a lot. Oh, that's horrible. I'm such a lose!

Dashboard Confessional. Ricky bought me the new album, 'Dusk and Summer' which I'd be totally pining over. I'm so glad he bought it for me, it was quite the gift. I saw it on 7th Ave. Drop on FUSE, and I fell in love with the songs. There is so much violin, it's gorgeous. Chris Carabba=<3.

I like Colors.  They are my friends. Sometimes I wonder if I'm insane, lol. But I heard once that if you think you're 'crazy', then you're not yet to the point where you really are. Not sure if that's true, though, could be a massivel load of crap. That's more likely, I'm probably completely insane. If not, I will be soon.

Cape. Emily, Ricky, and I are going to Cape...Wednesday. To do some shopping before school starts back. It's ridiculous, I can't believe that we're bloody seniors. Eesh. I hope that Kody and I can get our band started, I think it's going to be rad. But I'm not quite sure how I feel about him trying to dress me up like a Norse woman. haha.

Arkansas.  I think that I'm going to go to Ar. on Thursday and stay until Saturday, and when I get back on Saturday, I'll have to go straight to church to help out with our fundraising fish fry. I have to work to pay for my ticket for us going Six Flags to see Casting Crowns with the youth group on the 12th. I'm very excited. I've never been to a theme park, which is sucky. And not only that Brittney doesn't get to go with me to my first theme park experience because she's in someone's wedding. *sigh* The losah club will not be united in Six Flags.

Meow.

I've run out of things to say, as if it weren't obvious. Psha.  

Going, going, gone.

<3 Tiffany

'Ello All.

I'm sitting at my computer, quietly contemplating my lack of creativity currently. I feel like I've sucked myself dry, and am starting to question any talent that I once possessed. I'm sure that if this continues it will be the beginning of an immense downward spiral. Eesssh.

AFI is what is currently pumping through my speakers.  The new album, Decemberunderground. I like it quite a lot.  'Love Like Winter' seems to be my favorite track so far. I hear it supposed to be the next single, maybe Davey found out it was my favorite and decided to do that just to please me.  Or, you know, not. I'm actually listening to, "Endlessly, She Said."

I planned on purchasing the new Dashboard Confessional album on Saturday, before I went to see POTC: Dead Man's Chest. I even carried 'Dusk and Summer' around for almost half an hour, before stumbling upon a BTVS boxed set for 25 dollars, which I promptly bought. Ergo, the album I wanted remains at the record store. Maybe I'll pick it up this weekend. I suppose I shall have to satisfy my lust for D/C with the album, 'A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar' until I purchase 'Dusk and Summer.'

I picked up the new issue of "Alternative Press" as well.  Cover 2 of 2, issue number 217.  Twelve Years of Warped. It has an excerpt from the book, "Punk Rock: An Oral History," which after reading the excerpt I'm considering reading.  Despite having a stack of books I planned on reading this summer, I haven't read any. I suck. But, I did see an ad for River City High and did a tiny happy dance, noting that I'd actually seen a band that was in Alternative Press. It's an odd occurrence. I'm quite sure that I'll never actually get to see any of the bands that I deeply, deeply love in concert.

This is getting a bit long isn't it. But I've got nothing better to do.

I got off the phone with Emily a bit ago.  She went to see POTC today, and was disappointed.  Apparently as long as there are sword fights, and Johnny Depp in eyeliner I will love a film immensely. *shrug* I'm okay with being easy to please. I need to charge my cell, hmm. Oh well, it's not exactly ringing off the hook, it should be fine for a few more days. *shrug again*

I've meant to write on the story that I'm co-authoring with Emily, but I haven't done so.  She's at camp, and has still managed to write while performing her CIT duties. What about me? I haven't written a bloody sentence, and I do nothing, absolutely nothing, all day long! I suck ...again.

I want some orange juice. It's one of my many passions, darn you television for mentioning my juicy weakness. haha. *shakes fist at advertisers* I also want a popsicle, but that's doable since there are a few of those in my freezer.  *does tiny happy dance*

I miss my friends.  Emily, Chelsea, Matti, Melissa. All of them at that horrible camp for some reason or another. Darn you Girl Scouts. *shakes fist in direction of girl scout camp..* I feel very black and white '20's detective film when I do that...oh well. That could be festive. I do have quite the affection for fedoras.

I desperately want to attend the Dresden Dolls show that is taking place on the 20th in St. Louis, unfortunately, it's sold out and I have no way to get there. But tickets were only 18 dollars. I'm sure tickets would remain if they weren't opening for P!AtD. Does anyone else find that tragically skewed? DRESDEN DOLLS OPENING FOR PANIC! The Dresden Dolls are absolutely amazing, and P!AtD sound exactly like every other emo band that's tried to make it big the past few years.

As if missing that show weren't tragic enough, I am also having to forego seeing AFI on the 30th, and Warped on the 26th. My life sucks. I hate living in a freakin' small town. Why can't we just move a few hours north. Hello, St. Louis...civilization, society, Hot Topic, Concerts!  Is that so much to ask?

Once more I must address how bleeding long that this post is getting. (Just so you know, apparently when I begin rambling incessantly I begin to incorporate Briticisms into my speaking, er, typing.) I don't anyone is even going to read this, it's getting so massively long. Maybe Emily will read it when she returns, but it 's doubtful.  *gives remaining readers a virtual cookie...* If you finish the whole thing, you'll get a gold star.

Now, I have changed the music that is invading my ears. It's Deja Entendu' by Brand New. I've been listening to them a lot lately, (as well as AFI); I find myself having a deep affection for the track, "I Will Play My Game Beneath the Spin Light." Brilliance.

I have done very little socializing the summer. I suppose it's because Emily and Co. are at camp, and they are usually the group that I spend my time with. Everyone that is not at that bloody camp seems to be occupied.

Now, I'm listening to 'The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot.'  I'm a bit tired now, It's only 9:30, how freakin' lame am I? Go on, just say it, I'm pretty freakin' lame.

I watched an episode of BtVS today, it was quite depressing. I almost cried. I cried the other day while watching BtVS. I've been doing so a lot lately, I'm not sure why but it's not something I want to get accustomed to. I'm the traditional 'bottle up your feeling and explode' kind of person.  It's off putting to let so much emotion show, I tend to be the strong person who comforts in my circle of friends, and it's unsettling to me when I'm anything other than that. I don't like to show others my problems. It's one of my many issues.

Well, I think I'm about to wrap this up. It's getting excessively long and if I don't stop now, everyone is going to give up without reading it. So, I bid you adieu.

<3 tiffany